Wednesday, March 10, 2004
hell hath no fury as a woman
scorned
i hate my mother.
yes, i KNOW that hate is a very strong word, but right now, at 1843 h, i HATE my mother. and i say it with PASSION. it's ALMOST the same amount of passion tt i have for my cca.
and let me tell you this, if you dont fucking let me do what i want, im gonna HATE you CONDEMN YOU BLAME YOU for the REST OF MY LIFE. i'll dont think i'll EVER acknowledge you again, and yes, i KNOW that -never- is a long time. i mean, bloody hell, my DREAMS are at stake here! i think you of all ppl shld know how it feels like when yr dreams are ROBBED frm you. knowing that you can achieve so much more but like a bonsai plant, due to external influences, your potential is clipped frm 80 feet to 9 inches.
dont let that happen to me,
please.
and so i breathe and i try to take this in my stride. WOMAN YOU'LL BE THE DEATH OF ME.
wtv.