Monday, March 29, 2004
chase my thoughts away
to you* -
to lose you wld be to rip out my own shadow frm my ankles, or whatever hidden, private portion of my body it stems from. im as attached to you as a child is to her favourite slinky toy, or whatever gives her the most security. comfort
to seek solace in your strong arms and bite down onto your shoulder in small, piteous attempts to bring you into my life a little more; to let you experience MINIMALLY how i find my life oh-so-stressful.
im too idiosyncratic for my own good; i think you're too good for me.
and yet it brings tears to my eyes in the knowing that you'll have me all the same -
i love you.
lastly, TERENCE! HAPPY 15TH!(*= may joy and happiness attach themselves like shadows at your feet. ;) hope you had a great bday.(=