Wednesday, February 04, 2004
heartstopping!crazyinlove
almost everyday's passing me by in a whirlwind of anxiety pressure emptiness screaming ranting insecurity angst love a n d you. competition's comin up this wk - the JGs have dawned upon us and so begins the Dark Ages of Lousy Adjudication. >.<
in any case, i've been really busy - my life is a rollercoaster of emotions + blame games.
who's to blame for the way i've turned out?
God knows.
my consicence is clear, so i say: SCREW YOU. leave me alone.
< if love's a crime, i'm guilty. ily. >