Saturday, February 28, 2004
1. jon rocks.(=
2. i've updated my links bar- YOU ROCK MY WORLD.(=
3. everything's gonna be alright.
4. bro i wanna talk to you soon. =p
Saturday, February 21, 2004
the one la[s]t ch[a]nce to [m]ake you under[s]t[a]nd --*
I'D DO [A]NYTHING!!
JU[S] TO HOLD YOU!!
IN [M]Y [A]R[M][S]!!
okay i have OFFICIALLY lost all my marbles. i think i left 'em in my biggg~ bed in malacca - I HAD BAGS AND BAGS AND SHOPPING BAGS of fun.(= my new tattoos say Aì (chinese character for LOVE) and RÊN (chi character for ENDURE/PERSERVERE) - my wardrobe is a lil more full now, and i think my roommates rock too. hehe.(=
things that really caught my attn in malacca:
1. the poor bulls go round and round in big dizzy circles all day - i wonder if they ever feel, well, dizzy. =p
2. at the end of the day, no matter how much we deny it , girls are THE ultimate chatterboxes. 'nuff said. =p
3. when there's will, there's a way.(=
4. best friends are like DIAMONDS. (which as why diamonds are a girls' best friend~.(= )
5. at the end of the day, it's always the things that are missing that really count. (i've missed you so much more than i thought i would..... *nuzzles*)
i know tt i didnt miss home as much as i -shld- have.. but i certainly missed you alot more than my heart cld handle - I LOVE YOU.(=
~home is where the heart is~
((=
Sunday, February 15, 2004
falling again
first up: (i meant to say this yesterday, but i never found the time to.. and in any case, everyday will -be- this special as long as yr in love.(= ) HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!(*=
the perfect storm blew up in my face wednesday last. it's been a hellish 5 days and i have a very bad feeling that this is only the beginning.
that aside, im trying very hard to stirke a balance btwn work, play, and religion. my spirit has diffused into the atmosphere and my soul fled me no sooner had i opened a new can of worms. i dont know anything anymore. and considering that i've got a chem test tmr, not knowing anything is very dangerous indeed. =p. *SIGH* the main thing is: im trying to make (a series of?) life-changing(?) decision/s that im hoping will set things right again. its all a matter of perspective. and equilibrium. WHY THE FCK IS EVERYTHING SO BLOODY DELICATE?! nvm. did i mention that im trying very hard? its jus that i dont wanna live to regret anything..
to you. im so sorry that i have to put you through all this. i miss the way things used to be. but no matter what happens, your position in my heart (or whatever's left of it -_-") is irreplaceble. oh, and jus to let you know, the lily has made a home out of a little vase on my table. it's blooming quite nicely now and its releasing its spicey scent all over the place. i miss you. ily. *heart*
Saturday, February 07, 2004
< with all the force of a raging fire >
last night was the first time that being awarded Best Spkr didnt mean a thing to me. oh wells. you win some, you lose some, i guess. kudos to the team+ACSI fer a superfantastic job anyway.(*= WE'LL BE BACK AGAIN IN RD 2, SO WATCH OUT WORLD. ahah. (=
(in no particular order........)
may lin. mah first lover. hahaha. thnkew so much for the bear! he's so sweet.. ALMOST as angelic as you. haha. thanks for coming down to support anyway.. *heart*
angie!! what wld i do without my -favourite- loverrr? hehe. thanks for the bkmark. i LOVE it. and yes - i know that the heart on it symbolises our undying love. rofl. thank you so much for coming down to support, and thx for believing in the team. (*= lemme know when yr nationals are k? i'll go down to sppt you too!! ahha. *mwaaaackx!*
< you >. thank you for the cookies.(= thank you for filling my heart w gd ol' fashioned romance to remedy my devastation last night.. ily, know that i'll be here for you no matter what k? =x
yeps. as for today, i had quite alot of fun at spotlight w the mg gals.. vicky is preeetty!! haha. and so's the stuff tt i bought frm the shop. => trng today was highly amusing too - talking to the teevee set is sth that every debater shld try someday. lol. (=
DTEAM - our photos rock (we.rock.too!.)and if yr *reapplying* please lemme know k? ;*)
luv y'all!
< mysterious as the dark side of the moon >
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
heartstopping!crazyinlove
almost everyday's passing me by in a whirlwind of anxiety pressure emptiness screaming ranting insecurity angst love a n d you. competition's comin up this wk - the JGs have dawned upon us and so begins the Dark Ages of Lousy Adjudication. >.<
in any case, i've been really busy - my life is a rollercoaster of emotions + blame games.
who's to blame for the way i've turned out?
God knows.
my consicence is clear, so i say: SCREW YOU. leave me alone.
< if love's a crime, i'm guilty. ily. >
Sunday, February 01, 2004
lost in translation
that was the movie tt i never really got to finish watching yesterday. lolx.
but that aside, SCGS ROXORS. hahaa. we won the SR INVITES!! =D kudos to everyone for a superfantastic job (=. *happy dance* now we can give ms heng sth to sing about.. heh.
esmirada dinner was super nice. jon rocks too (= thnkewthnkewthnkew for everything~ and the dteam photo looks SO. GOOD. hahaha. (= NALLI IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE DONT FORGET TO GIVE EVERYONE A COPY OF THE DISC THINGY kae? (alternatively, you can jus get mark to print it for us. haha. ;*] )
yoooou~. I LOVE YOU. you rock my world. aha. we shall be hardworking this wkend and do lots and lots and lots of work, yes? remember: it's our only redeeming grace. rofl. [= luv ya. =x