Monday, January 12, 2004
strangely out of reach
hmmn. i think the title of my entry sums it all up very nicely. lol. maybe i shld start freaking out and like, fearing the worst or sth. but yet. i dunno. im feeling semi-detatched. how extremely odd. but jus for the record (i still~ mean it..... i hope i've got it correct...) mon couer est a vous.
anyhow, i guess i had a pretty okay day today. went out shopping after sch w jiaying - thanks fer the lurvelyy belated bday prezzie, gal. =D you rock k? haha. i *heart* my new pencil case. it matches his lil red doggie v nicely. mwaha.
oh wells. for those who know me better... i guess you're right. im stuck. trapped. in my own lil world of i*********s. its a sick feeling, yes. but somehow theres nth that i can really do about it. im not the +mitigating factor+ in this lol. ONEBIGSIGH. but nvm. sensitivity -can- become DEsensitivity. it jus takes time. and only time will tell, right?
gawd. i feel like im talking to a wall or sth. maybe i shld go look for mr pointy too. =p. nvm tc, y'all.