Sunday, January 25, 2004
< it's now that we begin >
it's been a sadly turbulent new yr, and im only too thankful for gd friends + you. let everything else be transient except these 2 elements. -faint smile-
work starts tmr and i cannot bliv how much work i have yet to complete. anyway, a quick recap of the past few days:
last but not least, for all you ppl who know about what's been going on - please pray for me. only He can solve my problems now..
you-know-who-you-are. thanks for everything. ily.
< /beginning >
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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**
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
CNY
mm i had a great day.... met my baby downtown =D. hehe. one phrase: i love you so much more than words can say. i luvvvv my pretty chain!! grins.
anyway, i jus wanna wish everybody a very happy new Chinese new yr! here's to a great yr ahead =D *CHEERS!*
luv y'all~!
Saturday, January 17, 2004
for a [moment*] like this
the results of the SR invites are as follows:
Rd 1 - SAJC vs SCGS : yay!
Rd 2 - SRJC vs SCGS: double yay!
Rd 3 - Team Singapore 04 vs SCGS: Y A Y!!!!!!! rofl. [= it was a fluke but wth. lemme gloat for a fraction of a second... hah! [=
.:. for team SCGS - you guys rock! hah. [= <33333333333
we're gonna be up agst cat high in 2 wks.. this shld be goooodd. lol. [= oh and the world is such a teeeensyy place~ ran into markyy and bryan jus now.. hehe. they were "going to church". AHHAAHAHAHA. =D lol. jk! XD
mm. but all in all, eventho i swear tt there was sth in the food (lunch), i think i had a pretty satisfying day... ILY!! hehe. it's the 17th.. thank you for loving me. (*=
*heart heart heart*
in any case, for the next wk or so, SLEEP is gonna be at the top of my agenda. (after -you-, of course.. ;*) ) have a great sunday ahead, everyone! [=
Thursday, January 15, 2004
control.me.[pleaseholdme]
hmmn. im blogging on request. but to spare the rest of the world frm my angst, i think i shall keep this short and sweet =p.
1. i HATE my chinese teacher. =p okay la. i hate chinese. and i accept its my fault for not doing my hw. so yar. but i'd like to see you try to force me to drop hcl. =p
2. everythingscomingatmeatoncesoimquiteoverwhelmed
imtryingtolearntocopeamidstallthisspinningnonsense.
THANK GOD FOR YOU. ily.
[= am much better now. jus pray my lao shi doesnt screw me/call my mom. =p luv y'all!
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
i need you/i need you/i need you
i feel so bOggLeD. my head hurts. too many things to complete too little time.
chem prac totally sucked today. THREE bloody periods worth of chem. i HATE potassium hydroxide now. grr. i want a time machine. the only pleasant parts of my day today was btwn 12-4 am. comfort calling late.. heh.
i need you!
=p
Monday, January 12, 2004
strangely out of reach
hmmn. i think the title of my entry sums it all up very nicely. lol. maybe i shld start freaking out and like, fearing the worst or sth. but yet. i dunno. im feeling semi-detatched. how extremely odd. but jus for the record (i still~ mean it..... i hope i've got it correct...) mon couer est a vous.
anyhow, i guess i had a pretty okay day today. went out shopping after sch w jiaying - thanks fer the lurvelyy belated bday prezzie, gal. =D you rock k? haha. i *heart* my new pencil case. it matches his lil red doggie v nicely. mwaha.
oh wells. for those who know me better... i guess you're right. im stuck. trapped. in my own lil world of i*********s. its a sick feeling, yes. but somehow theres nth that i can really do about it. im not the +mitigating factor+ in this lol. ONEBIGSIGH. but nvm. sensitivity -can- become DEsensitivity. it jus takes time. and only time will tell, right?
gawd. i feel like im talking to a wall or sth. maybe i shld go look for mr pointy too. =p. nvm tc, y'all.
Saturday, January 10, 2004
i've-been-waiting-til-i-see-it-in-your-eyes
im tired! and i can't believe tt i cldnt find my favourite sweets jus now =( oh wells. right now i jus wanna say, you add the colours to my day. ily. (*=
the chinese high quads was really quite fun.. im really gonna miss team 2 telepathy lol. hmmn. but all of a sudden, my world doesnt seem so -heavy- anymore. things seem to be going well fer me now, with the exception of the Os. and my very sucky chem. ahhhhh. im so frustrated at how LOUSY my chemistry is! oh, and i need ta engage a chinese tutor soon. bleh. i think i need a brain transplant or sth. =|
if i jus breathe -
Friday, January 09, 2004
whoa. i had my palm read. it's cool! =D (taken frm pearlyn's webbie~)
You are intelligent and practical, very likely to have a good memory and the ability to make and follow plans. Leadership skills are among your useful traits.
There is a tremendous amount of intensity in your mental processes. Your ability to concentrate is excellent. At times you have the ability to focus your mind so strongly that the rest of the world is shut out.
There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.
Your personality is dynamic and attractive to most people. The more branches you find in your heart line, the more friends and lovers you will have. Your sincerity and compassion make people like you even more.
Your high energy level and optimistic outlook draw people to you and increase your problem-solving capabilities.
You have a basically strong constitution, and should enjoy good health most of the time.
oriental take-out
first things first - yest's photoshoot w the dteam rocked! haha. those were THE most beeeauuuuutiful~* photos i've ever taken in my life! (= we shld do this again lolx. i've already told my mom tt we can kiss glamourshots & whateverelse goodbye cuz the next time we go take family photos, we're gonna go down to wesley's studio instead ahhaha.. (hmmn. does wesley do family portraits? =S)
anyhow, as perky as i may sound, i kinda felt that today was a CRAP day. (i hate YOU. and if i cld, i'd kick you straight OUT of my life. get outta my face, b*tch. ___grr.) with the exception of my piano lesson of course - my exam pieces are beautiful!! (= it makes me feel like painting the sky red and yellow and purple and ochre and salmon and blue! (okay, baaad choice of colours, but you get what i mean.. ;) )
anyhow, chinese high invites are tmr. cramps are killing me. and so's the workload. i hope someone flushes the MOE system down the toilet. =p
tc, y'all.
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
the future needs you.
sch has -officially- began. teachers are pressurising us over the Os already, and im trying to pull up my socks in more ways than one. ( *mutterZ* hate the stupid new sock rule.....)
but yet, somehow, today i felt more stable. hmmn. sth tells me that it must be you. thanks fer everything. right now, i think tt you're the spiffiest ever~ ily [=
tmr's gonna be a long day. AND I STILL~ HAVEN'T FOUND ANYTHING TO WEAR!! arrghh. this is so agonising =(
i need a fashion consultant. *smacks self*
tc, everyone.
Monday, January 05, 2004
acids
i hate to say this, but mom - (even tho this is only temporary, hopefully) i HATE YOU. like F-U-C-K, what is yr problem? stay out of my hair. i want you to get OUT of my face.
i really, really wish tt you'd jus FUCK OFF. grrr. you know what. if my mom goes crabby on me jus ONE more time, im gonna
1. call the cops
2. call my dad
3. run away frm home and put myself up for adoption
4. fail my fucking Os as an act of rebellion.
the past few days have been absolute shit. i want -YOU- to come home soon.
....but you know who you are: im sorry that im the rain on your parade.
fuck, i hate my mom.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
quizzzz.. (gonna go fer world unis tonite~)
What kind of girl are you?
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..
Congratulations! You're Aragorn!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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lol.
several clarifications:
1. i am -not- smelly. in fact, im quite sure tt i smell gd most of the time >.<
2. arwen is not annoying! (altho, i really wldnt mind dating legolas. ^^ heh.)
have a nice day, ppl.
Friday, January 02, 2004
f o x r a c i n g
first day of sch went pretty well.. can't bliv that i'll be taking my Os at the end of the yr tho.. but hey - at least im gonna be sweet 16 =D heh.
now i have a new shirt! (lol. more like your shirt.... heh.) and sexayy underwear! lol. my mom rocks. sometimes. hah. [=
but right now, im feeling really -dosed-. carsick. and i wanna throw up. =S must get sleep.. >.<
laters, ppl..
Thursday, January 01, 2004
HAPPY NEW YR!
first thought for the new yr: i hate the sms jam -_- but all in all, a big THANK YOU to everyone that made 2003 such a blast.. i luv you! (=
anyway, i had a pretty fantastic new yr's eve.. went out to watch ROTK (again) in the morning, and then trooped down to meet shuan+pearlyn+edward and we all went down to parkway ta play pool! hehe. i am dangerous when armed w a cue/anything sharp and pointy =D lol. my mom's church party was less than a party than i expected, but i think i enjoyed the later parts of the evening most..
you know who you are - ily. somehow i think that it was really quite romantic sitting on the parkbench and playing w the swings at the playground.. heh. the night sky was star-spangled too! (= so especially to you.. happy new yr. i'll always be here for you if anything. (=
anywayyy~ new yr resolutions!
1. must study harder. O LEVELS SUCK. =p
2. will be a better friend to all my good friends - ILY!
3. will try to make -this one- last. lol.
4. will try to stop hairexperiments tt ends up w me lookin like a flathead. -_-
5. (jus for the record) i will be a better Christian =D
hmmn. i think tt that's about it.. sch starts tmr. time to stop slacking and start cracking. (how depressing) so enjoy the rest of yr hols, everyone! happy new yr (=