Wednesday, October 08, 2003

all i ever knew: only you*

jus came back frm novena - thx for taking time off to tutor me, luc. i see the light. lolx. (*=

emath was baaaaad. =p. as usual, i made COUNTLESS careless mistakes. sigh. feeling super -pinched-. =p. SS wasnt much better; my hand -a c h e s- like nobody's business. (pls dont drop off >.<)

anyway.

//
you know who you are. i jus want to say this: whether you like it or not, you ARE a part of my life. its killing me to watch you drown in all that cynicism. (i thought you wanted to protect me; i thought you didnt want to see me hurt. but then again, maybe i thought wrong.)

whatever it is, please dont do this to yourself. dont let all this numbness overcome good sense. your calls mean a lot to me. ily. and you know that.

so i whisper in the dark
hoping you'll hear me.
do you hear me?

//

right. phys tmr. gonna try to get into mr tang's webbie. all the best fer tmr y'all..

blessed be.

{ ryl } mused @ 19:28//