Wednesday, August 20, 2003
troubled water
maybe this is pms, but my bad mood has effectively perpetuated into today. i REALLY feel like swearing, as in FULL FLEDGED, ALL OUT swearing. but FUCK! no amt of F-U-C-Ks will be avenue enough.
i feel so silly. i can be suchafuckwit sometimes! like, HTF did i jus leave my amath under my table?! WTF AM I SO SILLY?! WTF DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!
grrr.
there are
monsters on the green -
naked
lush
spiteful -
feel them slither
coil
choke
turmoil
churn my insides
copper stains my teeth -
pray,
where are you now?
ahhh. whatever. im debating with myself. but now my moodiness has been *slightly* tainted by matt + his gay lurver phangz LOLOL.
=D
jk (=.
mm the world is so. small..... will try to cheer up.